Mine and thine are gone

One day at the passing of the night
When the sun was about to redden the sky with its light
I woke up with a mixed delight in my subconscious flight
Spanked my cheeks and asked myself, “good lord, in your heavenly abode,
why I saw lie smiling
and truth crying?
Why Your devotees are bedecked with tears ?
Why wise men have to hide in fears?
Why goodness has to suffer in agony?
Why Ye lord has to design such a funny journey?

The God- nature smiled.
In the horizon I saw the east delivered a bright child-
Popped-up slowly, gradually yet gracefully;
The beauties and beasts are all beamed equally;
Mine and thine are gone;
So and hom became one.
And I heard a heavenly voice within,
“My dear child, what you saw was an illusory screen, feel the reality
And I woke up engrossed in totality,
Under the shining sun
Contempt and unquestioned”

I spanked my cheeks again, saying,” good Lord, Ye
Please forgive me”

Swarup
11.30pm
10.03.2004,2nd ACTrivandram Howrah Exp.Coupe#19